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I never breathe.

I always live.

1 January
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I looked at what I had written here before, and I couldn't identify with that person. Apparently, I am undergoing a drastic internal change, and unfortunately, I am currently unable to write anything that could describe the turmoil flowing through my veins.

Then again, maybe I am being a tiny bit too dramatic.

I don't know, but hopefully, I will in the very near future.

Until then, just call me Ankh - a symbol of life to the Egyptians, but in my case...

We shall see.
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